Poor thing ! you are too emontional and sensitive. take care!!! I really wish I can give some he
lp, wish you happy and forget the past. You really need to change your life style and thinking p
attern of your mind. be positive and try to get rid of these negative shadow of your life. remem
ber life is not always full of sunshine. lots of things you can do to lift up your mood .......t
ravelling,dancing, exercise, chatting  with people, etc. look after yourself and be positive, po
sitive, positive.GOD BELESS YOU !!!